Seriously serious post .

 Self esteem issues. Practically the reason  Girlfriend  magazine   exists. The reason why Supre  simply thrives.  Plastic surgery shops stay are open till 11pm because of self esteem . It sucks, basically, but it makes sense. You can not walk into a shopping mall and not see at least 12 photo- shopped photos of stick thin models,but that's just the beginning. 

The problem is not just the photos but also the advertising business. For instance, "Use Maybelline mascara and get those mile long lashes you have been craving!"  Thank you Maybelline for just convincing the teenage population that their eyelashes are not long enough and desperately need improving.
 I sound kind of annoyed, I guess. Well, I am annoyed ! With millions of ads  like that on the TV every  single night  it stands to reason that the make up trade is going so well.

 Being self conscious  about how you look starts from a young age .The other day I went to babysit . She wanted to play with her plastic dolls, which was fine, until I saw the doll. SHOCK HORROR !!!! Stick thin long legs, huge chest, wearing a little bikini for goodness sake. It made me upset. Little girls should grow up wanting to be themselves   not super-models. Its just not healthy to hate yourself . Self esteem issues are one of  the main factors behind teenage suicide .

I shall stop ranting now... I was annoyed at how much pressure there is to be perfect. All the time. I feel less irritated  after ranting about it to  you guys ! And now I shall leave you with some facts about hair colour...
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 1 Loads of people think gingers are diseased . NOT TRUE ! 

2 It's a lie that if you have Blond  hair you are stupid .

3 It's a widely acknowledged fact that brunettes are boring   . HA ! Where do they get this stuff from ? Have you seen Liv Tyler ?. ITS A LLLLLLLLLLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEE. 

YOU WERE BORN THIS WAY !  



FIGHT BACK !!!

Yes , this is me .

 SorrysorrysorrysorrySORRY!  Um.  Sorry I have not posted for ages ): . Now . I am thinking of making this blog purely a  fan fiction blog ! So, yeah . I really want your thoughts and opinions because I want you guys to enjoy reading this blog   and yeah . I am going to wait to update Rachel Berry's best ever birthday till  I hear some feed back from you people . Soooo , I am going to do a song list of my favourite songs and the artists  instead.   Here you are !


           SONG .                                       ARTIST .        
song bird                                                                         fleet wood mac        you tube ! 

go your own way                                                              fleet wood mac       you tube ! 


better than revenge                                                            Taylor swift

if this was a movie                                                               Taylor swift          you tube !

the story of us                                                                    Taylor swift 

hey Stephen                                                                        Taylor swift 

Jessie's girl                                                                           Rick Springfield    you tube 

Total eclipse of the heart                                                      Bonnie Tyler 

pretending                                                                         performed by the GLEE cast         you tube

love the way you lie ( clean version )                                Rhianna feat. Justin timberlake 

back to black                                                                        Amy Winehouse               you tube

hit me  Baby one more time                                                Britney Spears 

I love new york / new york new york                                a mash up performed by the GLEE cast  you tube

give you hell                                                                            the all American rejects 

Black bird                                                                                  the Beatles 

Who says                                                                                 Selena Gomez          you tube

when you're  gone                                                                   Avril lavigne 


OK !  That's all of the ones I could think off the top of my head .  Oh , and the ones I suggested  youtubing , 
seriously youtube them and you won't regret it .   

 

 

f-a-n-f-i-c-t-i-o-n = ur, next chapter?

                      Rachel Berry's best ever birthday party
                       chapter 4 !!! .

As Rachel walked through the halls of McKinley high school she was  aware of people staring at her , in a good way not in a spinach in your teeth way . it was not strange for her to be the centre of attention a her school , only last week had she attracted quite a crowd while she screamed at the football players for throwing a slushie at her , but it was rare , very rare in fact for her to have people looking at her in a good way and she was enjoying it although it puzzled her ,rather. smiling politely at a freshman cheerleader Rachel walked into home ec room for her class . their teacher , Mr eeled smiled warmly at her and said ;" Ah , good your here . We thought we would try baking rocky road to day , Rachel , could you talk us through it ?".
" Uh, of coarse ". this   was way confusing for Rachel as Mr eeled hated her because once she had told him his methods were outdated . as Rachel washed her hands the students , who consisted of 8 cheerios , and 5 football players all actually clapped . a week go in this very class when Rachel had offered to check on the cake everyone in the class had booed her ! later , as the kids filed out of the room , Harry Kerr, who was the star rugby player blocked Rachel's path . " Hey , that rocky road looked great ! there   are some some great cooking classes over at millions point , maybe we could go to one   together ?.  
" I will check my schedule " . Rachel was freaking out , after Finn Hudson, Harry Kerr was the hottest guy in school and he  his bffl was  Rachels Rival in her dance class , Eleanor goodwinward . to be honest Eleanor was better than Rachel and more popular than her too, and because Harry is bffl with Elly ,Harry would never ask her out but he had which did not make any sense but whatever . she headed out to lunch . 

  I might end it there . I know it was short , but the next one will conclude this fanfic so it will be longer . I am thinking about a Finn / Rachel reunion !!!!!! 

installment 3 : Rachel Berry's best ever 
             birthday party !!! 

Rachel Berry headed of to school with a good feeling in her stomach . after such a successful morning ( her dads had made her Apple and cinnamon waffles for breakfast and bought her a new elliptical trainer that was bright pink ) she just knew that school was gonna be great . Birthdays were lucky days, maybe she would even get her ex-boyfriend , Finn Hudson back!!! On the other side of  town however Kurt Hummel was pretty much  falling asleep in the car  that his stepbrother owned . The stepbrother who was still in the house talking on the phone .   " Finn Hudson get out here this minute or we will be late!" 
" sorry, said  Finn jogging out , but get this ; Sam said the football guys thought all along Rachel was hot , they were just to afraid to say ". 
" That's great Finn " . 
when the stepbrothers arrived  at school Kurt turned to Finn " you had better know what your doing " .
" I got this , bro , don't stress . 
Rachel met Mercedes and Tina her 2 bffl in the parking lot . " happy birthday Rachel ! " 
" thank you Tina '' .  
" Have a present girl " said Mercedes proffering a box . 
Rachel opened it . inside was a strip of silver . " its a angelic headband '' Tina giggled .
Rachel put it on . she looked super duper pretty .linking arms with t and m she strolled in doors . to her surprise nobody threw a slushie at her or even whispered " Why is she wearing that?" instead a popular cheerleader planted herself in front of her and said ( looking a tiny bit pained ) " Rachel , happy birthday ! we have to celebrate . come to the party I am having at my place on Friday . see you there ". 
" OK , said a faintly bemused Rachel . 
Around the corner Finn hi-fived Puck " this is going to be an awesome day " he whispered . 


there you go ! sorry it was short . I will be doing 2 more installments of this one . um , maybe Comment ?!!!

about to ....

                             have dinner and go to youth group !  
                           I love you all! you are so sweet ! 
              <3 :) ! 

gonna keep writing .......

                                           installment 2 : Rachel Berry's best                         ever birthday party !!! 

" Oh , look , sportsgirl  has their new range of Winter capes in !" exclaimed Kurt , excitedly . 
"Kurt , please concentrate , we are here to get something super for Rachel , not to shop for you".
" Okay , Finn , I will come here with Blaine , maybe . Anyways what did you have in mind for Rachely ?".
 " Ur well that's where you come in , Kurt . I wanna get Rachel something to show her that even though we are not  together I still care about her ". 
 "Got it ". 
By this time they were outside target and they came to a stop ." Um , Target ?  Finn , no,no, no just no ".
"well where else are we gonna shop for her present ?" 
" Finn it is clear that I need to take the upper hand here . Go to the food court and have a milkshake . I will be done soon. " 
Finn wandered off to order a cookie dough milkshake . Kurt  came back 20 minutes later , clutching may , many, shopping bags . 
" sorry I was so long ,he panted, I went to Calvin Klein , candymania ,   ms fields , ukea ."
 " looks like you got the lot ". 
"oh I did , I just need to work on these things a bit . 
" suits me !. 
"I will be done by tomorrow "

please comment ! and wish me happy birthday !!!!!!!!! :) :) :)

ummmmmm.... awkard .

                 hey , guys appreciate the feedback ! but just cos I love fanfiction doesn't mean you peoples do . 
               fanfiction is essentially writing what you think should of happened in a plot of a movie or book or what you think should happen :) Purple Pixie I do agree with you about Harry Potter , the story's are really good and , yeah I don't want to screw them up . so yeah . keep the comments coming , if you can , I value them a lot . uh , soo, umm should I continue fanfic????? ...